Guilty...

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Everytime I get online, I feel guilty to myself I did not update my blog anymore. It is not that I do not want to or I do not have any stories. No no. It is just that I am too busy with my work until I feel that I do not have any life at all. I mean personal life. Day in and day out is more or less the same. Very much lock step manner.
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Do to unknown reason, I easily felt tired recently. To the extend I cannot think of anything except to rest and have a good sleep. I hardly mark my students' book (and they keep complaining about it) and some people even recognised that I did not look as cheerful as before.
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Some expected that I got heartbroken when someone got enggaed and getting married next month. I wonder where that person got that silly idea. Before that person know the somebody is enggaged, I got to know about it looong before.
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Since I cannot take it anymore the feeling of being so unproductive at work, I decided to make a day off from work. Luckily my principal allowed me. The reason that I stated in the form was not so realistic (I wrote: Cuti berehat selepas kembali dari Kursus BTN), although I actually came back from BTN Course on Monday, but I applied the leave on Friday.
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So, that Friday I went to a clinic to do some check up but unfortunately the doctor was not in. I went to another clinic and I have to wait another 30 minutes to wait for the doctor to arrive. I was the first patient (and I had been very patient not eating since 7.30 p.m. the following day until almost 9.30 a.m. that morning).
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She took my blood preassure (which scares me the most) and my blood test for diabetis. Everything turned up fine, but I was still not satisfied. Therefore, the doctor asked either I wanted to do full blood test and I quickly agreed. I have to come back the following day...
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Before they took my blood on the second day, I asked the clinic assisstant either the process will be so painful. You may laughed at me, but believe me, I am scared to death about blood (although I love to watch ER once). The process was a little bit uncomfortable to me, but everything was fine. I got my result about four days after that.
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When the doctor read my result, she said that I was completely fine, except that my haemoglobin level was a little bit low (minimum level for female is 115). Mine was 112, that's explain why I felt tired easily.
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What a relief!
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Me, back to blogging pace again? Insyallah. All I need is to watch the food that I take and get some good rest.
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And maybe it is time for me to find my another half...