If You Leave Me...

If you leave me,
my handphone will be dead silent,
no SMSes coming
(except Facebook updates),
no incoming calls
(except from office and banks, and sometimes parents).
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If you leave me,
i'll have no one to call me every weekend,
listening to my ramblings,
giving me advices and tips,
arguing with me.
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If you leave me,
there's no reason for me to go online frequently,
as i'll see you online,
but i can't chat with you.
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If you leave me,
my life will be empty,
just like staring at night sky
without stars.
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But,
if leaving me is the best option,
do so.
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Because,
i won't make the first step,
to leave you.