Men Are Created to Forget

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One of my lecturer said, “Men are created to forget. Do not blame yourself if you forget something. It is a common thing. We are created to forget so that we don’t have to remember certain things, such as, things that makes us hurt. Sad memories, for example”.
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Mr. Kam, but why does this thing does not happening to me? I remembered most of the things (especially my personal life), and it is hard for me to forget things, especially the one that makes me cried. I hate that.
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If I could choose, definitely I do not wish to be like this. There’s a lot of grief, and I suffer, because I just cant get rid all those things out of my head.
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And I’m grieving now. There’s a lot of thing that I need to think and a lot of responsibilities that I have to handle. I wish, I just wish, that I’m not here right now. I wish I can fly… so far away and stay at a place where nobody knows me. And nobody disturbs me.
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I’ve lost, something that’s not even mine.
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I’m grieving. And I wish that I can sing a song which is partially related to my situation right now.
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Matahariku- Agnes Monica
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